You chose to let these events further ruin your mood. You knew you should just stay home. You go up to your friends and make up a good excuse to get you out of these plans. They are all sad and want you to be with them but it doesn’t take much convincing to tell them to just have a good night without you. “Ugh fineee, we’ll miss you though.” says Alex. You are back in your supposedly comfy bed that isn’t feeling the same anymore. Your night is ruined now and you regret not thinking of a better decision that could have helped in the long run.